Well feeling totally burnt

I feel totally burnt with some people now. Who I thought were friends and still fallow a jack ass like it is nothing. I can only say in what happened with me and my self at all costs. Now I will tell folks at all costs at this point in time and just dont care on who as threatened me at all. With Buddy "Doc" Howard he is a snake and not to be trusted at all. IF you live in a Trailer God Help ya at all costs becuase he will down you eather way. Now I know some Million Dollar folks who live in trailers that are in the well to do areas of the areas of the world and the U.S. alone. I am in one of the upitty trailer parks and will admit to it. I pay 345 a month and soon to be 355 here in April and nothing is included with the rent. Not even the Slum Loards fixing the sewer system around here. So now I can say that I have not been back to The Bastards room since he told me I was acting like a 6 yo with a temper tantrum in his words after I asked and damn near begged him to ban me out of the room. Then who I thought were friends never talked to me again since I asked to be baned from the room screw them then. I was asked to open up a chat room from several folks who have been banned and at the time I still had a rotten tast in my mouth still at the time from the Room that I have almost banned from talking to most on line anyway. And still yet to this day almost 3 months + I still havent opened up a Chat room at all. I know several folks who have went on the hideing becuase of Buddy "Doc" Howards hounding and harrasment to them. I know I am better off without "Doc's" room. I am less stressed at all costs. And I don't have to worry about what the Jack Ass has to say about me becuase he lies just like the ass wipe that he is like most men. Why women keep crawling bact to abusers is beyond me at this time an the red flags did go up after the first few that the verbal came up on. Have fun.