Well finally figured out of why

A family fued has been going on for at least 150 years if not less or longer and I realized why now. It will be going on for the next 300 years if I have my way around here. Now my children will never know thier half sister PERIOD after this point. They will know about her but, to know her never while I am alive never. Italian families and being burnt from another family that had squat to do with it in the first place theres another battle that will be fought. I will be the first to admit that I do not trust many folks anyway that are near me or close to my Husband. I have never complained about squat about his friends at all in the past 16 years or so at all. Well the wrong advice gets people into trouble all of the time and this time I am in the right. Now I have always said that some folks have to step up to the plate eather way in life and my Step Daughter has no choice at this time. Since it was part of my job to break into e-mail accounts and computers for a living at some point in time for a job. Pluss her moms side of the family has been fueding with my dads side for over 100 years now I know why and how and I will stick by my decission on things untill some step up to the plate and I refuse to get battered with my own arm for reaching out any more I am done with it all. I have erased the email and refuse to get it back at all costs to my one self worth and knowing that I would get blamed for more than what the trouble of everything is. I did my part and will never ever know my grand babies from a person that I love and will always love and that is her own loss in life now. At least I do not have to explain Mom who do I look like altogeather and the hatred that comes with it once the child hits 18 years of age and figures his own Mother and her Mother are full of crap also. I will be sticking to my foot planted for the next 100-300 years weather folks like it or not. Oh well Life Death and Taxes with family fueds gotta love it.

Well I just do not like last minute

This is the last time I do things at the last minute for anyone. You can't call me at least a week in advance then I can't take ya to the airport then I am busy. Well we both over slept in my place and my Husband went to get them. And the last advice from the couple that I ended up getting I knew where I stood. Now with me saying this about what happened with acouple of emails back and fourth to an ungratefull girl I still refuse to say what it all said and the girl needs to step up to the plate for a change not me. I say this then this way I am not blamed for breaking into her email account and a few other things. What I have done with computers I can easily break into accounts and a few other things. I WILL NOT GO TO PRISON FOR ANYONE BUT, ME MYSELF AND I. With the other advice that I did get about it out of 10 others they are saying that I was in the right for standing my ground on the situation pluss now others have to step up to the plate for a change. At this point in time when I totally walked away from the crap that has been going on for years back in 2003 I got told that I need to start walking from what someone said about me and of all places it happened in a Church. I refuse to lie about what I did at all and there was nothing that I did to warant the keep walking for my own safty also becuase, I refuse to be scared of anyone here in NY State. Maybe becuase I have had the shotgun in my mouth and someone tried to blow my head off at 15 years of age also. I have always thought about the Girl and that was about it over the past 7 years. Now I will keep wandering IF my Grandbaby is safe and has no worries going on. I will admit I did erase the E-mail that was sent to me and I am greatfull that I did. I will always be blunt about things that are going down and up and I will stand my ground on this one becuase, some things are better said in person. I am saying this becuase I have always steped up to the plate on things and will keep it up weather people like it or not. If I diden't do it then I would have aton of regreats out of my life. Pluss if I told the girl what has happened to me thru my life I would make her toes curl up and hair go straight then make her life look like it was on a bed of roses along with her Mothers life.

Well I got told

Well at this point in time I am still sticking to my guns on alot of things around here. I have been going really cheap around here anyway even with the plucked chicken being here. Pluss I tried to get something off my chest and that blew up in my face also. All I could do was shake my head and go from there. Well I have also figured out that I will always be wrong in what I do and say eather way while I am up here in NY State. My question is when did the Children become lazy and can't stand up for them selves most of the time. Or maybe becuase I am such a scrapper that I have to wander about alot of things in todays world. Anyway at least I spoke my mind and I just don't care anymore. I will still think of some people and knowing what is about ready to come all I have to do is hold my cards knowing that I was in the right for standing my ground around here. Pluss knowing of what was said to a child and all the lies also. I finally told someone of why I walked away also years ago and what was said. It just wasen't worth proveing awhole lot of folks wrong in what was said about me at all pluss there were alot of other factors that came into play while I was at it all at the time. When I can sit here and say that I would do nothing differant than what I have done while I was and still am up here I am ok with myself on alot of things that were done and said and still being said. I will admit that there are times were I am very blunt and I will not change that part of me at all. Maybe some see that as a fault, I am looking at it is a good thing. I am not perfect by any means and show me someone who is perfect and has no faults of thier own. This is why I do not throw stones at all untill I look at myself first and work on myself. Pluss I plot out what I do and say. Sometimes I have to be harsh and blunt at the same time and then when I do that I stick to my guns at all times.

Well now I know why

After about 2 weeks now I kow why I feel in how I feel about my step daughters side of the family. After talking with my family members and why some havent got along within 150 years of life I don't wander any more now. It diden't click in what some said untill today. Well after my Husbands ex told me first thing when we met that he would cheat on me first chance he got, I looked at her and said well guess what the .45 and the cast iron out won in everything. Well the Italian side of the family got thrown under the bus if that means anything and the blunt side came out PERIOD in the mix. Well I do not see the girl haveing the "Balls" to step up to the plate at all if 2 weeks ago if any time at all. Ayla has screwed herself majorly with me. I have steped out with her and her father at this point and I can still fight for Grandparents rights here in NY State. That is what this girl doesen't realize at all so can her father at this point. If that comes totally down to it trust me I will fight for my grandbaby period and screw everyone else on the list in who said to show the E-Mail to my husband last week. Yes I came up swinging and guess what people are about ready to get cornered eather way. I am not ready to strike on it yet. Stressing YET. When Parents who are eather are not married or have been divorced You Have TO Worry About What The Other Says. I put up with the B.S. for over 30 years with some folks. My Step Daughter had no other side to listen to except the SUPPOSAD WOMAN WHO TOLD HER WHAT SUPPOSADLY HAPPENED. The Mother got caught cheating on her ex husband with another guy about 5 years ago and that is about in how old my grandson is. Well with one thing don't take it out on me in what the other said when I could have moved 10 years ago out of the tin can. Left no Numbers and no forwarding address at all.

Got the feeling

Well some folks never learn I have came to that point in life. After being burnt for reaching out my hand over the past 2 weeks to someone it is about damn time she started stepping up to the damn plate in life. That is even if she called. At least 2 people Damned me for what I have done and I just don't give a rats behind anymore. I won't have the regrets that some will in life also. I have no conscience left anyway and like it like that. All I have left is part of a heart and even that sometimes takes a hike on me. I have came up swinging and told the truth about things that needed to be said in life and was very blunt about it. If I took everything out on my parents that need to be I would blow both of them out of the dang water around here in what the Hell went on when I was growing up. There are things that would make peoples toes just curl up and they would start throwing up also over what happened. Even my own Husband doesen't know what went on along with the woman who raised me for part of the time. After 26 years I finally told here what went on with parts of the other side of the family and why I refused to go back after 10 years of age unless my father was there. I always knew I was the Black Sheep out of one side anyway. This is why I took dance lessons for years also. There are parts that I will never tell anyway.

Well too bad for some still

The 2nd batch of cookies went in the oven just before I sat down again. Now to start in on the bread and pies around here. To bad my Step Daughter Ayla is not going to be here with her son again this year over Petty Bull Shit once again. Oh well at least I will not be left out for the hollidays at all. I have been asked to hit up 6 differant places and 5 of them are in Illinois once again. Well like my family hasent been fudged up for hundreds of years anyway and which side of the family. As my Great Grandmother use to say all of the time in 100 years it ain't gonna matter anyway. I know for myself some folks get rehashed in the world just in differant families or the same one. Well this Cow Bell has stopped as of now for all the crap that went on and trying to hold togeather a family. Now it is Me time after almost of 30 years of takeing care of others and screw the rest of the things that will go on. Some will never know thier half sibillings if I have my way and afew other things. I am 35 and will be 36 here shortly and I can have children up untill 60. So I will be out for me after all of these years and make people think twice before saying before they think to me. Down the road it will happen and I know it will not be right away. THe huge wheel in the sky will slap someone and they will get thiers.

SItting here takeing a break

Well if you read my other blog at all I work for 15 min and sit for about 15 min at a time. One batch of cookies are still firming up in the fridge so I can work with them. Also I have to make other cookies while I am at it all. I have figured out that some people are more like other family members than they all think they are. I am the same way. Get me Pissed Off and I cook even better around here. To bad some will not get dinner out of my place at all from now on. My grandbaby will but, his mother is on her own from now on with myself cooking for her. That is if I get to see the child. Seems that I was right on the money anyway in what I told the girl. Sometimes people need to grow some Balls and step up to the plate for everything in life. And my Niece was right along with my Mom(3rd mom eather way) it is my step daughters loss on knowing everyone includeing myself and others. As I was always told it takes a Village to raise a child and I sure for Hell's tried eather way. And the saying is true also. Just like stepping up to the plate for some things in life. It also goes along with knowing the real world out there also and what goes on for real life. I can still remember standing in the middle of the one grocery store chain here in NY about 13 years ago and the childs so called Mother telling me why bother with coupons for groceries also untill she seen my Bill which was a quarter of hers for the month. The person shopped weekly. So that put the child support at about 100 dollars a week for the child that her mother denied getting untill she turned 17. So I will be counting my Blessings and a few other things then smack some with grand parents rights when the time comes.

Well I wasen't to blunt after all

Well I will admit that I drink, smoke, and swear at all times. I am also saveing money for shrink bills that I do not need at all. I will also admit that at least 5 sides of the family members are world wide disasters on top of it all. Makes most famillies look normal and they are nation wide disasters in my book. I was very blunt and to the point and diden't care yesterday with my step daughter. And yet I have held back on the brute bluntness on alot of things. I will stick to my guns on this one that she needs to tell her father in person and not me this time I refuse to Make her life easy after holding my tounge for dang near 16 years PERIOD. I was on my own since I was 16 years of age and married and I hope that she did not go thru even a portion of what I did growing up. At least she diden't get beat to Hell from her first husband and the 2nd knows better after I smacked him with the ash trays here in the can. I do not put up with piddly B.S. anymore in my life I do not have time for the crap at all. And I do not have time for children being thrown up in my face niether becuase of a parents stupidity in life and what she learned from her "Mommy" growing up. I am a product of a one night stand and a divorce at the same time if that makes since. There are 7 of us kids and all B.S. aside we will stick togeather becuase blood is thicker than water will ever be. After yesterday I am fighting mad and a ungreatfull Brat of my new husbands child should thank some lucky stars I diden't go on the hunt for some folks and go from there. Trust me I came up swinging and then some around here and told my Husband that now it is all about me, and Fuck everyone else in the world. It is not going to be my loss that this child is gonna miss out on younger siblings at all and to get to know the real me around here. She will be lucky if I let her see anyone out of the one side of the family for treating me like Crap on the bottom of her shoe for not stepping up to the plate like she should have done years ago and takeing the first step in life except for me doing for her. I will be one of those folks who goes dirt flipping cheap around here to get out to the can after this long and I do not care what my Husband has to say about it at all at this point in time. Untill the ungreatefull brat comes crawling back and appologizes to me and her father for not seeing the truth way back when and why some of us have bowed out of her life with the paper work that she will see also that her own mother denied her father of visitations all of the time while she was growing up. I look at it like this that nobody is hurting me over the fact I am only sticking up for the person that I am married to in life.

Well at least I tried

Seems it goes in cycles that stuff blows up on me. Now I can say screw it all and I really want to find a place other than where I am at. It is about Damn time I get the flip out of the Trailer Park and go on with my life. I will still wander about my step daughter and grand son and go from there. I was caught in the middle anyway and now I will not take the blame for what happened at all since I got hooked up with her Biological Father acouple of years later and married him. I know that my step daughter will have the regreats later on in life and now I am totally out of it and wanted to touch base with her is all. As some folks told me that it is my stepdaughters problem of not wanting to know a great person out of it. I am the type of person that will do anything for a person untill I am burnt. And I have been burnt out of the situation for extending my hand. Now I know why I went totally to the Cold Hearted Bitch side of things in life. At least I have a good network of family and friends who love me for me. Well at least I diden't tell my Husband everything except that the door was still open to his daughter and I extended my hand out to her. I will not say what my Step Daughter told me at all. Except that I did tell her she better grow a set of balls to tell her father what she told me. I refuse to say anything about it since I did give her his cell phone number so the ball is still in her court on alot of things. I am just lucky that I came to my sinces early in life and forgave what went on in my life. Well at least I know what happened with me and the line of shit that was fed to me when I was young. Maybe that is the reason that I am pissed off about the whole mess. Oh well my life goes on and I will recover a better person becuase of it all. Now to think of me and screw the rest of some folks that are out there.

I sent another

I sent another E-mail to my step daughter today. From now on I will be bowing out if she wants to get ahold of her father and wants to see him. I made my mistakes out of life and refuse to let her do the same thing that I did out of life. Granted my family diden't help my situation out at all and now I am trying to repair the damage even almost 30 years latter in my life. It took my Husband for me to wake up and see the light with his Ex. Now I am realizeing what my Step Momma went thru with me and she was stuck just like I was and in the middle of everything untill I became of age. I missed out on alot becuase of all of my family and I will be damned if I will let it happen to anyone else that I have welcomed into my life and the poor girl was stuck in the middle of a battle. Now I have became Pissed off once again and Sorry Dad's out rule in my book still. My step daughters Mother really reminds me of my oldest sister all togeather in some ways a total CUNT in a half in my book. Even though I was always treated like total shit as a child becuase girls ment squat on both sides of the family. I have delt with that for over 34 years when I started realizeing what was going on especilly on my Fathers side of the family. This is why I have kept my maden name with my married name. I am a Viviano thru and thru to some point and the Mc Ewin part kicks in eather way. Ask the 2 5ths of Jack Daniel's that was coursing thru my systems when I turned my back on my Sister In Law. I get smacked eather way and things do Blow up in My face if I am not carefull at all times. Even when I do tell the truth on things it seems like I can handle it better if I do get told to screw off for telling the truth on things. I am sorry if anyone of my kids said to me I need 200 dollars for the baby guess what I will go hungery and thursty for the baby. Screw my own needs out of life at this point in time. Who else would do that for a child anyway in todays world. I take care of myown eather way and will always be that way. Just becuase some mothers feel threatened by the new wife at all times just bites now days. I am like my Momma give an opinion and drop it altogeather and let it play out. At least I was taught well growing up and that is why I have not said much over the years. Once I got tired of my Husband getting treated like Crap over the past 17 years here I will take a stand and don't give a Shit anymore.

Things are still blowing up

Well I tried to contact someone and got shot down. Well at least I left a phone number and went from there the ball is still in her court. I want to make sure that the rumors were right and I guess I will never know now. I haven't said much since I have met my step-daughter at all. Or maybe the fear factor is there of what I might say all togeather of the truth and the blunt truth on things that has happened in the past 16 years. Well all I can say is that it was a rotten deal from the start and knowing what goes on in a broken home. Maybe also when I start haveing children of my own some will start realizeing what they have missed also. I knew my older siblings better than the 2 younger ones. That is what I don't want to have happen to others that are around. Other than that I can care less on what happends from there out. Pluss I do not know what was said on the girls real mothers end also. So now I am really wanting to find out what was said without knowing me all togeather also. I just hope it was all lies that in what was said about me. Yes my attatude bites every so offten and I expect that. I have always been blunt and to the point and I will not change that for nobody. Yes there for about 4 years I diden't have a backbone and lost my way. Once I started realizeing that I don't have to eat "Shit" from anyone once again alot of things changed back to normal. I have became even more blunt and truthfull on things and I just don't give a Damn anymore on who I hurt. When I found my back bone and came up swinging alot of people diden't like it and I knew right then on who were true friends of mine. SO now that I am still swinging maybe that scares alot of folks also. I think it is funny myself and that is me. Also that is part of the problem here in NY State that people are so use to lieing thier toushes off that when they run into someone that won't lie they all run scared. At this point if I let anything affect me then I am down once again and I refuse to let that happen. It also makes me fighting mad that I have reached out my hand to someone that doesen't want squat to do with me now after I treated her well and just diden't care what others thought. Granted I am married to her father. It would be nice for her to say hey I am alive and kicking and oh by the way if she was pregnant. At this point I will start makeing sauce and if she wants it get over here and get it then tell me to go pound salt and I want nothing to do with ya after. Well if I went one way to get to some place I would run passed where she was at. I noticed that the place was up for sale and I figured since the Child Support diden't cover the total house payment becuase the support ran out. Well I did hear thru the grapevine that there was a divorce going on and said oh well. I can't get blamed for takeing away someone at all even before that date. Becuase I was already married with the First Husband when I ran into my now Husband over 20 years ago. Well I have been here in NY State for almost 17 years in May here. I was divorced for 2 years when I ran into my now Husband of 16 years.

Now I realize why

Well what I went thru in the one chat room is why I diden't want the supposad niece of mineat all. I was eating so much crap from "DOC" then my supposad niece that had no relations to niether myself nor my Husband at all. I realized I am better off since the girl is totally brain dead. I diden't have to let her know about a friend that had passed away on the 18th of January but did anyway to relieve some grief off of his wife. Pluss coming out of my mousth or fingers is better than someone elses also since I don't pull shit on nobody anyway. All I got was HUH?????? out of the 18 yo baby who still can't wipe her ass yet to this day at all. All I can do is shake my head and said my piece on the matter. Now I hope this child can really rot in what she has done to other folks in her life and she really killed her "mother" who gave a rats ass about her since her biological mother dosen't care at all about her stupid ass other than she rots in hell after she gave her ass up. Well after much thought I know what happended to the paper work on the custoty of the girl went and now I am happier than a pig in mud that we all diden't get Liberty-Ann at all.

I know what happened now

After all of thiese years I know what happened with me. I went to the cheap side of life becuase all of the crap I ate from Jack Asses that thought they were way to good in my life when they have failed in life along with the book smarts. Alot of the class of 92 in some states got prego way to young and my cousin was one of them screw ups that diden't take care of her child and let everyone else do it along with her screw buddy. Now when I say this I am being totally just way to nice of course. Never once has my stupid cousin been thru totally raising a child and an abusive husband at all. She had the Book smarts and nothing else. Now my one cousin is a total slut and in debt to her eye balls and can't figure out why. Well Dawn got everything handed to her stupid ass and here I had to work for everything that I had and then some. Between my cousin Dawn and my one Sister In Law should have got to geather so the slut could work the system also while she was at it all. Well I am doing better than my cousin ever thought about doing at this point. I was a home owner way before the slut was even thought about paying her rent on time and even at all if she did pay the rent. Ok Ok I live in a trailer which big harry deal in my mind. At least it is paid for and I own the tin can. I pay the lot rent which kills me once a month becuase the landloards do shit here in the park. Anyway at least I can say I diden't mooch off of my parents nor grandparents for a damn thing in life like my cousin has so far to this point.

Thankfull to get arid of the nasty bastard

Well after all said and done I am still waiting for the dark alley from Leaona Cox's at this point. I have always said NEVER accuse me of squat untill you are sure it was me. Well needless tosay Leaona has never laid out the Pictures she supposadly has to me when I said bring them I would Love to see this one. The gal better have a shaved you know where before I even say it is me. I have decided that Jose Peollet Rosa and Leaona Cox were ment for eachother after Jose lied to me and Leaona decided to accuse me also. Jose is nothing but a lazy Porterican who can't get off his ass up and get a jon long enough to get off welfare along with Leaona. Maybe I am to mean to get any type of social security since I refuse to lay down like the doctors want me to anyway. I told a surgen to Kiss my Ass on a wheel chair sign when I had surgery last. He about fell over when I told him that. I needed to walk after and knew it.

On strike now and last straw

Sorry I ain't nobody's slave nor maid around here. That is what is pissing me off even more. Never again will I take in another person into my place so they can work me to death at all. Now It has pissed me off with a friends death and now I have been doing all the flipping work around here between cooking laundery and other housework. I refuse to lift a flipping finger around here untill I get help with things. Pluss I may have a job here shortly anyway and I still refuse to do anything here untill I get help in the can. I'll be damned if I put up with this out of an adult when I refuse to deal with it from Liberty-Ann who can't even wipe her ass yet to this day. Well the border threatened to go back to Porta Rico on me again. I told him go for it have fun go and don't threaten me at this point. I just don't care at this point and refuse to lift another finger in this place at all. I am at the end of my rope and about to see red point blank. There has been dishes in the sink for over 24 hrs at this point in time and the person who has been here in the can with me ignores everything I am totally done.

Sitting here thinking as normal

Here I was haveing to check on a dear friend of mine becuase, her Hubby passed on on Monday of course. Then a nasty supposad woman drags me into something that I had no part in what so ever. Well I got accused of haveing sex in my kitchen. First of all I am not that stupid to do something like that since I have children across the street from my can(trailer). Well This Supposad woman has pictures of me and another person. It is really funny since I asked to see the pictures and I got blown off about it and got told that I was harrassing her also when I diden't send out an E-Mail stateing that she has pic's of me and someone else. What Leona Cox did was send out nasty text messages also to the friend who has been staying here also and named myself and my husband. One of these days she will do that to someone and they will beat her and leave her for dead. I had to calm down a great deal after this thing of a woman started accuseing me of stuff that I wasen't here for becuase I was barely home to top everything off also. Pluss I realized that I coulden't go to jail this week at all and it wasen't worth the vacation to really say what is on my mind to the fool who keeps chaseing married men around also. Well I had heard from more than my fair share of folks that this supposad woman was crazy anyway and I had brushed it off untill it hit me right smack in the forehead. It is pretty bad when a 7 year old child calls an ex friend the crazy lady of the park. Well long story short I have a good healthy bird now that does have some siezures becuase of Leona Cox and what she did to him. At first I wasen't going to take Oliver and Leona said tough you have to take him now since you are down here to get him anyway. Then with the friend that is staying here Leona gave his birds away after they were bought and paid for also without saying a word to the man. Then to sign me up for AVON after I told her no several times also. So I have stayed away from her for a good 5 months and to drag me into something like this trust me what goes around comes around and I wont have to touch her at all. I know myself if I start with the fist flying I won't stop at all and that is why I haven't went after her at all. So now I just hope that Leona Cox does not come here and walk straight into my can. I don't want to have to do something that needed to be done in the first place.

Well feeling totally burnt

I feel totally burnt with some people now. Who I thought were friends and still fallow a jack ass like it is nothing. I can only say in what happened with me and my self at all costs. Now I will tell folks at all costs at this point in time and just dont care on who as threatened me at all. With Buddy "Doc" Howard he is a snake and not to be trusted at all. IF you live in a Trailer God Help ya at all costs becuase he will down you eather way. Now I know some Million Dollar folks who live in trailers that are in the well to do areas of the areas of the world and the U.S. alone. I am in one of the upitty trailer parks and will admit to it. I pay 345 a month and soon to be 355 here in April and nothing is included with the rent. Not even the Slum Loards fixing the sewer system around here. So now I can say that I have not been back to The Bastards room since he told me I was acting like a 6 yo with a temper tantrum in his words after I asked and damn near begged him to ban me out of the room. Then who I thought were friends never talked to me again since I asked to be baned from the room screw them then. I was asked to open up a chat room from several folks who have been banned and at the time I still had a rotten tast in my mouth still at the time from the Room that I have almost banned from talking to most on line anyway. And still yet to this day almost 3 months + I still havent opened up a Chat room at all. I know several folks who have went on the hideing becuase of Buddy "Doc" Howards hounding and harrasment to them. I know I am better off without "Doc's" room. I am less stressed at all costs. And I don't have to worry about what the Jack Ass has to say about me becuase he lies just like the ass wipe that he is like most men. Why women keep crawling bact to abusers is beyond me at this time an the red flags did go up after the first few that the verbal came up on. Have fun.

Now I am happy that the stress is over

Well it has been almost a year since Liberty-Ann has tried to contact me at all. It was like I lost myself during the past almost 4 years becuase of Liberty-Ann and Buddy "Doc" Howard in the mist of things. After I got my Back Bone back and started picking away at the both of them and started to tell the Truth and how it was is when I started feeling better about myself. I carried a long dark seacret about Liberty-Ann that She was a product of Welfare fraud and the DNA Tests were fudged from the get go. The Lawyer is long since been dead to prove anything except another DNA test with Liberty-Anns supposad Sister (otherwise known as trash). I will admit I live in a Trailer and Have no record to be trailer trash as Tammy Mercer has called me also. I haven't had so much as a parking ticket not even a speeding ticket in the past 16 years. I have been looking for a house with more than 700 square feet of space also in the past 4 years. Since I am known as "Trailer Trash" with Tammey Mercer that is ok with me. I am not stuck on oh my wheight and I'm a Drug addicct To go on disability also becuase I can't cope with the real world deal. I do work for a liveing and nothing pisses me off more than supporting 2 pieces of Crap that doesen't desirve the Social Securety Checks that the goverment gives out to useless pieces of shit or trash. With "Doc" he hasen't even bothered after I asked nicely to be put on band and I gave hime a piece of my mind and the truth on how I seen it all. I know I am better off without the both of the yahoos anyway in my life. That is the best part of the whole thing. Along with "Doc's" Lovers in the chat room. Ok have fun and enjoy this one.