Well too bad for some still

The 2nd batch of cookies went in the oven just before I sat down again. Now to start in on the bread and pies around here. To bad my Step Daughter Ayla is not going to be here with her son again this year over Petty Bull Shit once again. Oh well at least I will not be left out for the hollidays at all. I have been asked to hit up 6 differant places and 5 of them are in Illinois once again. Well like my family hasent been fudged up for hundreds of years anyway and which side of the family. As my Great Grandmother use to say all of the time in 100 years it ain't gonna matter anyway. I know for myself some folks get rehashed in the world just in differant families or the same one. Well this Cow Bell has stopped as of now for all the crap that went on and trying to hold togeather a family. Now it is Me time after almost of 30 years of takeing care of others and screw the rest of the things that will go on. Some will never know thier half sibillings if I have my way and afew other things. I am 35 and will be 36 here shortly and I can have children up untill 60. So I will be out for me after all of these years and make people think twice before saying before they think to me. Down the road it will happen and I know it will not be right away. THe huge wheel in the sky will slap someone and they will get thiers.