Well I wasen't to blunt after all

Well I will admit that I drink, smoke, and swear at all times. I am also saveing money for shrink bills that I do not need at all. I will also admit that at least 5 sides of the family members are world wide disasters on top of it all. Makes most famillies look normal and they are nation wide disasters in my book. I was very blunt and to the point and diden't care yesterday with my step daughter. And yet I have held back on the brute bluntness on alot of things. I will stick to my guns on this one that she needs to tell her father in person and not me this time I refuse to Make her life easy after holding my tounge for dang near 16 years PERIOD. I was on my own since I was 16 years of age and married and I hope that she did not go thru even a portion of what I did growing up. At least she diden't get beat to Hell from her first husband and the 2nd knows better after I smacked him with the ash trays here in the can. I do not put up with piddly B.S. anymore in my life I do not have time for the crap at all. And I do not have time for children being thrown up in my face niether becuase of a parents stupidity in life and what she learned from her "Mommy" growing up. I am a product of a one night stand and a divorce at the same time if that makes since. There are 7 of us kids and all B.S. aside we will stick togeather becuase blood is thicker than water will ever be. After yesterday I am fighting mad and a ungreatfull Brat of my new husbands child should thank some lucky stars I diden't go on the hunt for some folks and go from there. Trust me I came up swinging and then some around here and told my Husband that now it is all about me, and Fuck everyone else in the world. It is not going to be my loss that this child is gonna miss out on younger siblings at all and to get to know the real me around here. She will be lucky if I let her see anyone out of the one side of the family for treating me like Crap on the bottom of her shoe for not stepping up to the plate like she should have done years ago and takeing the first step in life except for me doing for her. I will be one of those folks who goes dirt flipping cheap around here to get out to the can after this long and I do not care what my Husband has to say about it at all at this point in time. Untill the ungreatefull brat comes crawling back and appologizes to me and her father for not seeing the truth way back when and why some of us have bowed out of her life with the paper work that she will see also that her own mother denied her father of visitations all of the time while she was growing up. I look at it like this that nobody is hurting me over the fact I am only sticking up for the person that I am married to in life.