Well at least I tried

Seems it goes in cycles that stuff blows up on me. Now I can say screw it all and I really want to find a place other than where I am at. It is about Damn time I get the flip out of the Trailer Park and go on with my life. I will still wander about my step daughter and grand son and go from there. I was caught in the middle anyway and now I will not take the blame for what happened at all since I got hooked up with her Biological Father acouple of years later and married him. I know that my step daughter will have the regreats later on in life and now I am totally out of it and wanted to touch base with her is all. As some folks told me that it is my stepdaughters problem of not wanting to know a great person out of it. I am the type of person that will do anything for a person untill I am burnt. And I have been burnt out of the situation for extending my hand. Now I know why I went totally to the Cold Hearted Bitch side of things in life. At least I have a good network of family and friends who love me for me. Well at least I diden't tell my Husband everything except that the door was still open to his daughter and I extended my hand out to her. I will not say what my Step Daughter told me at all. Except that I did tell her she better grow a set of balls to tell her father what she told me. I refuse to say anything about it since I did give her his cell phone number so the ball is still in her court on alot of things. I am just lucky that I came to my sinces early in life and forgave what went on in my life. Well at least I know what happened with me and the line of shit that was fed to me when I was young. Maybe that is the reason that I am pissed off about the whole mess. Oh well my life goes on and I will recover a better person becuase of it all. Now to think of me and screw the rest of some folks that are out there.