Got the feeling

Well some folks never learn I have came to that point in life. After being burnt for reaching out my hand over the past 2 weeks to someone it is about damn time she started stepping up to the damn plate in life. That is even if she called. At least 2 people Damned me for what I have done and I just don't give a rats behind anymore. I won't have the regrets that some will in life also. I have no conscience left anyway and like it like that. All I have left is part of a heart and even that sometimes takes a hike on me. I have came up swinging and told the truth about things that needed to be said in life and was very blunt about it. If I took everything out on my parents that need to be I would blow both of them out of the dang water around here in what the Hell went on when I was growing up. There are things that would make peoples toes just curl up and they would start throwing up also over what happened. Even my own Husband doesen't know what went on along with the woman who raised me for part of the time. After 26 years I finally told here what went on with parts of the other side of the family and why I refused to go back after 10 years of age unless my father was there. I always knew I was the Black Sheep out of one side anyway. This is why I took dance lessons for years also. There are parts that I will never tell anyway.