Another thing about what has happened

Now while I was miss treated thru the first marrage the ex can bite me on alot at this point.  Still. The red flags went up and so on with "Doc" Howard.  So now I will still cook and clean for my own sanity.  And I am not the only one thinking the same way with the gut instinct of one of the ex room members is useing sex with the Room Owner.  Like it matters with me as long as I am out of the room.  If I wanted an italian stalion I would have asked someone.  My dreams are The Undertaker from the buff babies when he is totally naked at my door and ready with you know what waiting for me.  Doc is way to hairy for me and my taste.  Now do you really want the millionares lounges chat room still.  Most of the people are big girls that are left except one person.  The jack ass needs more fresh meat in the room but bounces most out becuase he is an idiot in training.  Alot of my stress is becuase I Diden't want my supposad nice in the first place.  Now I will count my blessings while I have them still.  Not haveing to hide things at all in my can at all and then some.  No I will admit that I do live in a trailer/mobile home.  In a way yes I am trailer trash with out the car on cender blocks.  At least I dont need SEX with a rich bastared to make a point to take care of my kids niether.  NY city is a joke to E. St. Louis in my eyes.  I mean no offence to it till you walked a mile in my shoes.  I raised 3 children and on 3 jobs with going to school.  Where is the jack ass now Still devorced and a woman beater.  Just don't verbally abuse a woman and figure that the woman will forgive ya.  I will include what was said at a later date.