Ok most of you know me as cricket being cheap

One thing has bothered me over the past 2 and a half years now.  I am still being cheap of course and have a new freedome and outlet on being cheap for the past couple of weeks here.  One thing I just can't shake is the mental abuse that a man tried to pass off onto me again.  Being devorced like I am know the red falgs and warning bells went up totally again with Doc Howard.  Now I must admit that someone warned me about the millionares lounges to begin with and God bless the Man who did.  So I did file that in the back of my mind on what could and would happen on alot of things.  So as I spent time in the chat room I seen some warning signs from the room owner that I just kept to myself of course.  And during the first few weeks that I was in the room really nobody knew what the Hell I was going thru except maybe 2 people at most at the time becuase I diden't trust and still don't trust alot of people to this day.  To Miss Laura I want to thank you publicly becuase you were going thru the same thing as I was with my own supposad niece but with other resources of you're own.  And the shoulder that I really needed to say that I wasen't looseing my own mind at all.  But anyway back to the chat room I met Miss Laura in there and one of the few that I could really trust in the room at the time also.  So after the past 2 and a half years of being in the chat room of Doc Howards some folks dident really know me at all and seeing folks bounced out of the room like what Doc wanted the room dwendalled down to about maybe 10 people now that are regulars.  I was one of the Moderatores that was bounced for not kissing toush in the room at all along with another person.  In the past week.  I asked 3 times to just plain out being removed from the room and I would have let things go in what was said to me of course.  I was just tired and diden't need anymore stress in my life than I already had.  Well as "Doc" said that I needed to grow up after the fits he pitched in the chat room and he said himself that people desirve it.  Sorry if I wanted to be cut down at the ankles over something I would have went to myfamily.  I haven't went full force on how I think Doc is a little boy that never grew up at all.  Nor his kiss butts that have screwed him from a gut feeling.